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fortysix_and_two

Columbus, Ohio

Member Since 2003

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Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

Jul 21, 2004
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Ever had those days where loneliness just crushes down on you, and everything you've put off or not thought about because of its negativity just collapses on you?

Yeah, that's me right now. Having a little mini-breakdown right now.

It's really really tough right now. My options are dwindling, I'm still unemployed, and my car's still inoperative. Both mom and grandpa are a hair away from dying. My best friend's moved on with her life, so my confidant is gone. And on top of it all, I'm suffering from a deeper heartbreak than I thought.

I hate having this much drama around me, much less personally connected to me. frown
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
alisa:
that's really sucky. where~aparts do you live?

hoping to meet you really really soon
Jul 23, 2004
fusionface:
you're passed out on the foor...and I'm commenting in your journal.
smile
robot skull robot skull robot
Jul 24, 2004

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