Love.
Everyone seems in such a hurry to fall in love. I used to be that way. I think I was more in love with the thought of being IN love than I was with that particular person. Two engagements and many broken hearts later, I'm here. While I'm quick to love someone, falling IN love takes me a lot more time. I don't know if it's from being burned one too many times, or if it's from fear or selfishness or even spite... I just know that while I'm getting older, it doesn't mean I need to rush and do everything this minute.
I'm moving soon, and I'm not sure where to yet. Up to the two potential roommates to help me figure things out. And next week, I should be putting up my photoset in the BCB group, so keep an eye peeled. And to those who post here, and give me their time... thank you, and I love you.
Especially you.
Everyone seems in such a hurry to fall in love. I used to be that way. I think I was more in love with the thought of being IN love than I was with that particular person. Two engagements and many broken hearts later, I'm here. While I'm quick to love someone, falling IN love takes me a lot more time. I don't know if it's from being burned one too many times, or if it's from fear or selfishness or even spite... I just know that while I'm getting older, it doesn't mean I need to rush and do everything this minute.
I'm moving soon, and I'm not sure where to yet. Up to the two potential roommates to help me figure things out. And next week, I should be putting up my photoset in the BCB group, so keep an eye peeled. And to those who post here, and give me their time... thank you, and I love you.
Especially you.VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
kitsune76:
I agree with your thoughts on love. That's why I don't think I'll ever be ready for a relationship; because I just cannot stop this goddamn lonliness inside. And I refuse to inflict that on others. So, yeah. Single forever (sigh)
jenya:
yesterday on IM was good times 