fortysix_and_two

What a year...

Here I am, sitting alone. My friends are all off doing their own thing. I'm not invited. I'm broke. So I get to sit alone in an empty, silent house and listen to the parties down the street. Lonely, but strangely at peace. I've let go of everybody now. I'm done with it. Those that I know in my life, I cut them free of me. It's what they want, but are afraid to say.

This year, a new 'me' is being born. Stronger than the one before, more focused on my issues rather than on everybody else's, and no longer interested in pleasing anybody but myself. I've given of myself for far too long, and people take what they can get like looting a gadget store, running into the shadows with their sparkly piece of me afterwards. No more. I've paid my pennance for being such an asshole when I was younger, now it's time for me to push myself forwards and take what I want for my life. I've put off school for far too long. That's my goal now.

I'm glad to be with you all on this eve, my SG friends. For truly, we are here at the end of all things, for me.