How to make an Odd World Cake.
First, one part happiness:
Well, something finally happened between myself and my best friend. I found it immensely more fulfilling than any other sex I've had, though it's not likely to happen again in the near future. Just bad timing and alcohol.
Add one part drama:
Said sction gave her a bad case of guilt, for while she's not spoken for, she does love another guy. A worthless pile of genetic waste in my opinion, but she saw something in me when I was like him, so... anyways, we talked through the guilt, not only about being with me while her heart is elsewhere, but for having to shut me out of that dearness I so enjoyed. It hurts, but I understand, and I put on a brave face for her.
Next, two parts weirdness:
Said best friend's sister now has a crush on me. Younger than Tiffany, she's one of the farthest things from my type mentally. The only attraction I feel for her is out of loneliness, so I had to pass it back down the grapevine that if there's a time for her and I, it's not now or in the near future. God I hate rejecting someone.
On the same day, I get a message from a girl I used to date back in the day... BIG can of worms there, there's a high level of chemistry but very little compatibility. She wants to get together sometime, and I don't have any clue how to answer her.
Stir vigorously:
End of the year is coming up. I'm not back in college, I'm not living on my own, I still don't have a car... all these things I was hoping for and fighting to get this year never came to be.
The holidays are coming up. Is there a more depressing time to be single?
I'm stuck in the backseat of my life, and the accelerator's jammed.
First, one part happiness:
Well, something finally happened between myself and my best friend. I found it immensely more fulfilling than any other sex I've had, though it's not likely to happen again in the near future. Just bad timing and alcohol.
Add one part drama:
Said sction gave her a bad case of guilt, for while she's not spoken for, she does love another guy. A worthless pile of genetic waste in my opinion, but she saw something in me when I was like him, so... anyways, we talked through the guilt, not only about being with me while her heart is elsewhere, but for having to shut me out of that dearness I so enjoyed. It hurts, but I understand, and I put on a brave face for her.
Next, two parts weirdness:
Said best friend's sister now has a crush on me. Younger than Tiffany, she's one of the farthest things from my type mentally. The only attraction I feel for her is out of loneliness, so I had to pass it back down the grapevine that if there's a time for her and I, it's not now or in the near future. God I hate rejecting someone.
On the same day, I get a message from a girl I used to date back in the day... BIG can of worms there, there's a high level of chemistry but very little compatibility. She wants to get together sometime, and I don't have any clue how to answer her.
Stir vigorously:
End of the year is coming up. I'm not back in college, I'm not living on my own, I still don't have a car... all these things I was hoping for and fighting to get this year never came to be.
The holidays are coming up. Is there a more depressing time to be single?
I'm stuck in the backseat of my life, and the accelerator's jammed.