What a crappy, crappy day.
First, I end up being unable to attend a party we were going to throw to support my friend Jen. Her husband's in the 101st over in Iraq, and she's about to take her bar exam. Then I became crisis hotline as always, with my phone going off the hook with people's issues. I care about my friends, but there's some days I just don't have it in me to listen.
I was hoping the lunar eclipse would cheer me up a bit. At first I was thrilled when I saw it. Then I just got to realize how alone I am right now, and how cold it was.
Somedays, things just finally manage to get me down.
Well, here's to tomorrow. Hope it's better for everyone else too.
First, I end up being unable to attend a party we were going to throw to support my friend Jen. Her husband's in the 101st over in Iraq, and she's about to take her bar exam. Then I became crisis hotline as always, with my phone going off the hook with people's issues. I care about my friends, but there's some days I just don't have it in me to listen.
I was hoping the lunar eclipse would cheer me up a bit. At first I was thrilled when I saw it. Then I just got to realize how alone I am right now, and how cold it was.
Somedays, things just finally manage to get me down.
Well, here's to tomorrow. Hope it's better for everyone else too.
kitsune76:
While I agree that being friends sometimes IS, this feels more than that. Way more. Which is prolly a good sign that things will work out. And I'm not going to push it. But I think a line has been crossed; it's one of those strange times when you suddenly realise what the difference is between being in love and just being friends/crushing on someone. It just feels different.
kitsune76:
On the other hand, I'm prolly being a complete idiot here. So I'll hold back. And I'm sorry your day here sucked - I should have said that earlier.