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Really doesn't seem like 3 weeks since I last posted , but it's been close to that . Upping my dosage of paxil has been ok , but no real immediate benefits . Other then feeling rather high yesterday when I had a couple of beers
Been working steady . Things have slowed down some . I have been told that the summer is the slow season for blood drives & such . Figures when you consider folks are vacationing & schools are closed so there are no drives going on in them .
I don't know . Even with the pills I'm still feeling rather ambivalent about life in general . I mean , feeling very " what's the point / why should I care " . Then I look at the 20 year old cat laying at my feet , who's only worry is where is his next can of wet food coming from . And I have to admit I'm jealous of him & the life he's had . That's not too shallow , is it
One last thing . Go see Drag Me Too Hell if you get a chance . It is both funny & rather gross , but not in a gory way . Kind of depends on how you feel about insects & other crawly things . But it is a very enjoyable horror movie , even if it is PG13 .