formerviking

Good lord , I need to update . So , just having a lazy Sunday here . Nothing really going on at all . GF just took the dog for a drive , so I may even take a nap . I did finally pick up Disgaea for the Nintendo DS . I have it for my PS2 , but it's nice being able to play before going to sleep at night . I'm going to call the doctors office when I get up tomorrow about getting different pills . I was trying to just go with the sleep aids , but I noticed my temper coming back again last week . And I was really enjoying not feeling that way . I'm sure others around my were enjoying it too .
I do now realize a few more things about me though . I really do take things personally that I sometimes shouldn't . And I dwell on them , turning them over in my mind endlessly until it burns a little black hole in my guts . While on the Prozac I was able to " turn the other cheek " emotionally . Which in turn helped me not be so tense . I think I may be borderline high blood pressure , so i could really use some relief in that area .
I'll let you all know how things go after I talk to the doctor . I'm not putting it off any longer .