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Well this week is better than last week but not by a lot.

I am feeling much better and it was nice to see a few people stop by.

Thank you:

Pandamonium
kriss
plasticeye
poke
amelia
LarryMillah

You guys ROCK.

Well work is still hectic due to several people leaving the company from my department. It would not have been so bad if several large scale environments had not gone offline last week causing several people to get their undies in a bunch which in turn meant that I spent several days on heated phone calls dealing with cause and effect as well as the time spent getting the customers back online. It seems that I have put all the major fires out but still have a high influx of day to day support issues to deal with.

I am in a sort of agitated mood today and can not stay focused on work which is not helping. Right now I am in a debate with several people via e-mail explaining to them that SCSI has a 2TB limitation regardless of O.S.
I think I want a job that does not involve technology because mine takes all of the fun out of it.

Well as far as personal life goes mine is in a weird state. I am not a person that really lets people in and have had this prove to be a good way to be recently. Most people just seem to be out for number 1. Don't get me wrong I am a very self oriented person but I hold honor, honesty, respect, and doing right by others very high. In fact most of what I am today is based on my need to do right by others.
It just seems that there is something wrong with people and they know but don't care. People seem to be consumed by a need to hurt others in an almost childish sense. The things that people do for this need are not childish in their form though.
It seems that a persons word really has no value anymore and that no one cares that this basic value has been lost. People seem unable to commit on any level so that they can feel unaccountable for there actions.

Ohh well that is life I guess and the right people will come into my life when the time is right.

The rub like between forefinger and thumb

Constant pressure shiny and solid

Happy thoughts and things remembered

Memories fade the coin gets lost.

I walk the bitter sweet road of remembrance and lose myself in the thought of you.

In the dark ribs scored by the demons grip I wrestle with movement but the aberration only tightens her grip.

With screams that echo down the corridors of my soul I am dragged into the abyss.

-Kim