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Portsmouth, OH

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Tuesday Jun 29, 2004

Jun 29, 2004
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Mannn...

I just got all kinds of applications for a new job- the cinema (which isn't showing Fahrenheit 9/11), Big Lots, Small Stuff Shipping (hahaha. what a name...), and Wow! Only A Dollar!... I swear, these sound like they're straight outta some cheesy movie set in small town America. "Ashland- Home of The Judds!" or something.

I must get a new job- cheesy as they all may be- so I can leave this damn Deli of Doom that I am at presently. I have hurt myself soo much from overworking and using old equipment [ok- insert joke about my ex-husband here. I know. I get it...OLD equipment. haha.] that I can barely use my hands in the morning. That really sucks. If I were a guy I'd be pissing up the wall 'cause I couldn't aim true. Good thing I don't have to aim my parts, man. Well, at least not manually, ok.
I refuse to permanently cripple myself to barely make more than the national minimum. Fuck that. I am an artist that is simply out of commission [To place an order for. ex.:commissioned a new symphony for the festival.] at the moment, damnit! I need use of my carpals/metacarpals/phalanges for more than flippin' people off, pleasing myself and smoking. I barely have time to work on my book and the prints going in it...
I haven't even done any work on getting the shop ready for well over a week. I am regretting not keeping the building that I had the Savant Garden in for that. Now I have to find anotherrr one. Yippee. blackeyed
~~~\/\/!$|-| /\/\e |_u(K~~~

RAhhhhhrrRrrRrrR!!! surreal ARRR!!! EL SUICIDO LOCO blackeyed miao!!

Mary



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speedphreak:
And did someone get carried away with the smileys? shocked
Jun 29, 2004
honorofgalahad:
Oh? really? After P.O.ing another person on the site accidently (i swear, i don't do that shit on purpose), I was realizing that my month was up, but I was still a member.

And wondering if it was a sign. (ie, if i'm automatically re-upped, i should stick with it. If not, i should drop it like a bad habit)

And thanks for the hugs. we all need them sometimes.

[Edited on Jun 30, 2004 10:12AM]
Jun 30, 2004

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