foreverloaded:
Me- in various bizarre poses & gamma green in some
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punknitemike:
hi. i just saw yr post on the SGHole group, but i think that i heard that courtney has cancelled her tour due to her legal troubles. i'm not sure if this is true or not though.
where are you from? you seem like a rockin gal!
where are you from? you seem like a rockin gal!
punknitemike:
where are you from? maybe we can hang out sometime? are you going to any of the SGB shows? we should try to hang out sometime, i love meeting people from the site!
~Hello Lovelies. 
My schedule at work was changed, so I now have two (TWO!) whole days off. In a row, even. Miracles abound.
Well, my yo-yo (that's euphemism for my codependent relationship, a la harlequin, for those not in the know) has been on an upswing lately. However, the past 48 hours have had some tension, punctuated with snide remarks and random bitching, etc. haha....
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My schedule at work was changed, so I now have two (TWO!) whole days off. In a row, even. Miracles abound.
Well, my yo-yo (that's euphemism for my codependent relationship, a la harlequin, for those not in the know) has been on an upswing lately. However, the past 48 hours have had some tension, punctuated with snide remarks and random bitching, etc. haha....
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foreverloaded:
lmao. I'm on it.
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galaxies:
Hey hey! I just got your E-Mail. I'm on Yahoo IM as Spectre_555, and MSN with newtbrew@hotmail.com. Catch me online or something if you'd like.
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honorofgalahad:
Girl on floor with guitar in front of mirror in dress.
The possibilities...
The possibilities...
harlequin1971:
what's up 'sweets...no journals for me to comment on.
Not that I don't like this photo...but come on!
As you wish...so be it. Hope you had a good weekend.
I smoked too much, ate bad dominos pizzas, and spent seven hours at the jail to see her for a fricken hour...but it was WAY worth it. My siren, my muse...she will be the death of me.
How's your yo-yo?
Not that I don't like this photo...but come on!
As you wish...so be it. Hope you had a good weekend.
I smoked too much, ate bad dominos pizzas, and spent seven hours at the jail to see her for a fricken hour...but it was WAY worth it. My siren, my muse...she will be the death of me.
How's your yo-yo?
Finally had a day off from my job. Spent it sick as hell and/or sleeping. ughhh. 
blk_dragon:
Seems like that's what always happens to me. Last vacation I had I was puke sick for half and didn't eat anything for fear of keeping it down the other half. Hope you feel better. 
foreverloaded:
Thanks. I'm sure I will feel better... just in time for work tomorrow. 
That's how it goes sometimes.
That's how it goes sometimes. ughhh. This shit, aka my fucking life, is more like an endurance test for my psyche right now. I have been trying, in vain it turns out, for over 7 months to make this relationship work out and much to my own sacrifice. It seems like the more I fucking try to make it work the more he tries to ensure that it goes further... Read More
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honorofgalahad:
Ditch him.
Quite frankly, i was in a similar situation recently. Years invested... Ultimately, it was my fault as I did some shit a few years back that was the pinnacle of stupidity. She said she forgave me, but she never did. So, she was miserable, she was making miserable, and i'd spent a few years being Mr. Saint and bending over backwards to make her happy and forgiving everything she did.
So, she treated me like shit, all the time, never contributed anything to the relationship, wouldn't talk to me, and I finally got sick and tired and we broke up. Now, 6 months later, she wants back, but I don't yet have stupid tattoo'd to my forehead.
Quite frankly, i was in a similar situation recently. Years invested... Ultimately, it was my fault as I did some shit a few years back that was the pinnacle of stupidity. She said she forgave me, but she never did. So, she was miserable, she was making miserable, and i'd spent a few years being Mr. Saint and bending over backwards to make her happy and forgiving everything she did.
So, she treated me like shit, all the time, never contributed anything to the relationship, wouldn't talk to me, and I finally got sick and tired and we broke up. Now, 6 months later, she wants back, but I don't yet have stupid tattoo'd to my forehead.
foreverloaded:
Thanks for the comments. It is a tough thing to go through. My heart is a whore.