foreverfailure

Hmmm Tuesday went the way of Monday, how, odd, did anyone see it, catch where it went?

So i'm the big brave boy! I finally asked Sara out to lunch yesterday! Yes I know work stuff can be a bad idea but something has been bugging me for weeks now. She's been asking lots of questions, called me very sweet and kind and we get on really well. That little voice at the back of my head has chipped away at me and despite me sitting cross legged, arms folded refusing to take the bait, it finally won. Yesterday I sent a nice casual email asking her out to lunch, after about an hour of stressing while she was in meetings she finally said yes!

The bit that's got me is that she's "normal" and by that i mean not goth / punk / rockabilly etc. I can't keep wondering why the hell a normal gal would be interested in lil ol me, but hey self esteem runs shallow in this one! Maybe she's not interested and the natural friendly Canadian in her is just seeing lunch as lunch and hey that's cool too. All I know is the universe is being sneaky, it's up to something and i'm getting suspicious!

Damn, time to go to work, and such a big warm back tempting me back