forestherb

A man walked out of McDonalds-
smoking a cigarette.
I stumbled on a curbe.
He showed his distaste;
called me a junkie-
and unamerican.
He had ashes on his forehead,
and a hamburger in his hand.
Well, we're both dying,
I just chose heroin.
He's going to heaven.
I'm already there.

So it seems that my parents might move to Alabama upon my graduation. That doesn't make me feel any more confident about my situation. What does? Lists. Obsessive compulsive disorderly lists.

Heres a list of things that i can do to hold me over until business picks up (only including things that could possibly allow me to afford an apartment):

- some stupid computer job...
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http://www.whiteninjacomics.com/comics/gotch.shtml

White Ninja is definately the funniest thing ever created by a human. Poop is the second funniest thing, but its not created just by humans. Animals make it too.

Worst Easter ever. Bad feelings, and getting lost. Scary. I hate zombie jesus's birthday.
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I don't really know what I need to do to work all this shit out. New job? Where? When how? New home? Need a job. Current job: doesnt pay well, shitty boss and coworkers, makes me feel bad. Quit? Would that be smart? I don't know..
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I want to...
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*awesome music video here* Html doesnt work here I guess.

You know those candles that they sell in the hispanic section of grocery stores? Well, they are on sale at the Food Lion in Haymarket. 99 cents each! I got a Sagrado Corazon de Jesus (sacred heart of jesus) and a Nuestra senora de guadalupe (no clue.) I live a holy life.

Caitlin should have landed about 30 minutes ago. She was in colorado having...
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I guess the options are.. release anger, or indulge in happiness. Or is it .. indulge in anger, and release happiness?

I want to love and shine. I want to tear everything to pieces. I haven't had many opportunities to do either. Now I'm working full time.. it guarantees that i will forever be stunted in my expression. Fuck no. Theres no way I would...
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Today I saw my bosses daughters looking at their xangas.. and then at the xangas of every one of their friends. Their journals were intense and flashy and quite dramatic. It was enlightening. This stuff is really important to some people. I only do it to be cool. See.. look. *cooool*

Tomorrow I get to go camping. Such things fill me with with blissful feelings....
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Friends are Beautiful.
Hookah bars are Fun.

Who of you have the courage to put your journal on something so intimidatingly awesome as SuicideGirls.com? I encourage it.

I still don't think I can get into the whole deal of describing my day to you. I'll try, i promise.

Lets see how this goes:

- slept till 9 (very late)
- wandered around and tried to eat lots of food
- went jogging...
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