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New Job: (Yet again) Dominion Valley Country Club
Position: Waiter and whatever else
Hours Yesterday: 12
Hours Today: 12
Hours Tomorrow: at least 12

Damn, I'm going to be rich.. if i live through this. I'm wearing shoes that are too small and my neck is nearly bleeding from the crazy collar i have to wear.

I should be feeling good. I have a new...
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So it seems that I'm going to peru.
I'm going to visit the Shipibo tribe in the jungle.
I'm going to harvest valuable medicinal herbs.
If you have a cut, I'll put a balm on it.
You'll heal faster..
than with neosporin.
I swear.
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I almost slipped through the net of my thin wisdom.
I almost questioned the chemicals of my mind.
I almost asked God "just why?"
But I held them in, those damned words.
And I gave it a couple hours.
My mother shined the wisdom upon me, like a mother should.
Her bitterness convinced me, that its not me, its her energy,
and its the distance...
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Today seemed very good. And then it seemed pretty bad.

GOOD: I found yerba mate soda and it is very tasty. I met some girl at chipotle and exchanged a word or two. Someone drove by the front of the shop that looked familiar and she smiled at me. The sun was shining. Caitlin seemed happy.

BAD: Waverly wallpaper representatives were mean to me. Lots...
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Theres a picture in the "Urban Outfitters" catalog that makes me swoon. Don't get me wrong though, its not the girl that I like, its what she's laying on!

The photo must have been shot in california, because this girl is laying on a THICK BED OF SUCCULENT PLANTS! It looks like grass, but i think its Carpobrotus edulis. So awesome.

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Parents are coming...
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Put my cactus in the sun while I'm gone solo.
Keep me optimistic, because the stars say so.
Tell me when it flowers so I know when to go
back home to my lover where we can grow.

I'm halfway there, sending this note,
I've got some cash, just so you know,
keep working that job, and eventually,
I'll come back with the seeds, we...
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I only dream when I consume chemicals the day before, it seems:

Caitlin went away on a trip and wouldnt call me or anything. I worried and obsessed about her and her safety. Somehow I got ahold of her reciepts, and used them to track her activity.

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We were in canoes (myself and a girl i know), looking for peace, but threatened by kids...
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Yesterday wasn't exactly fun..

My dad got angry at me, while I was getting ready to clean bird shit off of my car, so he punished me by taking away the windex. Nice.

I had just gotten back from shopping. I yelled at him, so he threw all of the things I bought at walmart at my head (they were all in a plastic pot,...
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As if you haven't heard this before...

My mother is a crazy lady. Honestly, I believe she would meet requirements for extra padding on her cell. She's so damn volatile. Everybody blames it on her hormones.. well cut out her fucking reproductive system and replace it with something that makes good chemicals.. like opium poppies.. which is appropriate, since opium poppy pods have been used...
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