friends of mine came up from san antonio to take me out of my funk (not that they know i am in a funk, it just coincided perfectly). lately i have been so locked in myself. my head hurts, my stomach feels punched in, and my sinuses feel clooged and throb. i know why i am sad i just can't seem to swim out of it. i see the shore, it's right there but no motivation to just push myself over there. i haven't had more than three hours of sleep a night for about two and a half weeks. i barely eat and i think i am losing weight. planning on talking to someone soon...just as soon as i find away home. i can't stand being here so i think i am going to go for a ride and see where i end up. night everyone.
whatmoonsongs:
Hey! How are you? R u feeling better? Come back to me! 
whatmoonsongs:
Aww... glad to hear that things are going well. Nice that you have some time with your family I'm not sure which is worse - never being at home or always being at home. This morning, I woke up @ 10, watched two episodes of Frasier and three different kinds of Court TV. Judge Marilyn kicks so much ass! Finally got out of my apartment at two because I was getting hypoglycemic and needed a scone. Lol. I got the scone at Starbucks on my way to the internet cafe, which has great coffee, but the worst pastries in the known universe. Who is this Wilber you speak of?
I'm not sure which is worse - never being at home or always being at home. This morning, I woke up @ 10, watched two episodes of Frasier and three different kinds of Court TV. Judge Marilyn kicks so much ass! Finally got out of my apartment at two because I was getting hypoglycemic and needed a scone. Lol. I got the scone at Starbucks on my way to the internet cafe, which has great coffee, but the worst pastries in the known universe. Who is this Wilber you speak of?