foreshadowboxer

tired, i have been too tired to care lately. christmas was good but without any friends around i just withdrew even deeper in to myself that day. watched a few movies and thought about mia a bunch. things between kiva and i probably won't work out with the distance between us so i should just stop trying.

new years was a blast! went out to first night austin and just fuckin' loved it. the best part of all the events was a group called uprise...dance, poetry and martial arts!!! and they have workshops....if you know me, you know i am hitting that up. then we, the group of us, hit up another party and just talked, drank and talked most of the night.

spent most of the last three days in austin, just couldn't go home. i need to get out of here. need to clean out this mess and just go. but where? i want to be near my puppy so bad but it isn't possible...just isn't.

well, my thoughts are a jumbled and i am starting to get lost in my swirl so i think i need to have something to eat and try to get somethings done today.