forcefield

New day, feel loads better!

Thank you for the love you sent!

I'm off on boring training on how to input electronic data for the clients I see!

Ah well, speak later.

FF

xxx

All day I have thought shall I shan't I? Well at 21:13 UK time I shall. Friends, I have inexplicably felt like shite all day!
If you've picked up anything about me I hope its that I am a very alive kick the worlds arse type, well, thats how I usually feel, what makes things more irritating is that I booked the day off work....
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Hey! 5 days since I last wrote a blog, it's funny how when you leave one regularly its gets into your routine.
God why do I find that surprising???

Anyway, whats been going on?? I made the gym twice already this week which I'm really chuffed about including 26 minutes on the treadmill and 20 mins on the rower on both days! Am hoping to...
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I'm considering a name change.

Sorry if this sounds egotistical but I do indentify with FF and it came to me without any effort which sort of confirmed that it was right for me.

However, I am toying with a change to.....wait for it, wait for it.....

Enabler.

Wadda yer think?

Hope you can be arsed to get back to me on this one chaps!

I think I became a fan of R.D. Laing in about 2003.



This was after being lectured by a very insprational person.

Since reading more and more of his thoughts, I came upon a book he wrote called Knots, called so after the Knots we get ourselves in.

http://www.oikos.org/knotsen1.htm

The opening page reads ..............

"They are playing a game, they are playing at not playing...
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My videos.....blah,blah,blah......

Damn ! I have had a shit day! Why? Bored, thats why !

I have been bored and understimulated, in my room 101 boredom is my number one fear!
I could feel myself going down and down with the lack of stimulation and challenge, God if I'd have stayed at home I could have wrote a musical, built a small castle or critiqued the Bible....
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Did you ever have one of those ideas that are really just the greatest ideas in the world?
You know the ones that are going to change the course of the universe, or so it seems at the time!
Well, I had one this morning.

Out of the blue and unplanned I decide to take some photos of myself, so what I hear you ask...
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