The darkness itself is too powerful. It overwhelms the individual and tries to suffocate it's personality and overtake it to drown out its voice and make it scream in agony as it is silenced from this world. only after time can it fight against the darkness and make its voice hear above the cloud of uncertainty. Then finally then can a difference be made to allow rays of light to penetrate the murk and allow some form of happiness to enter the feelings of black and doom.
Artistical I feel more comfortable drinking with the releasds released