foolish_hyena

Well this weekend is a bust had to deal with emmisions yesterday have a BBQ today and mothers day tommarow only plus is the people at the bbq are all my fighting buddies so even though Im on the disabled list we can have some fun. Looks like having to wait another week till I can look for my cinderella.

Ever wish you didn't care about someone else? I learnd about a friends pain from years ago and though I have never seen her in person. I am devistated and can't get past it. I hate myself for it. I know im stronger than this so why is it kicking my ass. Cant help thinking about it. Eating me alive. I didn't feel this bad...
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Good news! Got the staples out today and looks like I may get to go back to work in a few weeks. If I can get the mobility and flexability back into my knee so heres hoping

Got the operation done. No real complication. There is one thing though. I need to drop down to about 210lbs. So the doctor can repair my cartilage because as it stand now the failure rate for that procedure would be around 95%. here are some pictures of my knee. and if I can get my scanner working i'll have the orthoscopy on here

Went to the ortho for pre op physical and the Dr. tells me that to get to the tendon hes going to have to cut through nerves in my leg and I may never be able to feel the outside of my leg again he also warned me that the tools could break while hes operating on my and hed do his "Best" to get...
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Would that I could move about like a normal person but untill the surgury on my leg ill be a hobbled loner. perhaps I can find something productive to do.