I need to say something but I dont know what it is, I dont know how to say it, Im not even sure when or if you will get this message. But I need to do something about this pain in my stomache and chest. I know nothing I can say will console you but that wont stop me trying I am a stubborn person... Read More
Thought long and hard about it wracking my brain what is it that is making me so sad and then I hit me like a bolt of lightning. The fucking pain meds. only thing I can think of, they make me loopy and I dont like it. So I am cutting them out and just going to bear the pain. What is a little pain... Read More
I have become an emotional rollercoaster since wednesday. Im not sure exatly why learning whay I did broke me from being a very happy person into a crying mess. Best I can figure it was the straw that broke the camels back. I lost my great grandmother late last year and two uncles in the same week a few years back. I couldn't cry then... Read More