fmessiah

Well, everybody, I lost my job. No big deal, I really hated that job anyways. Mind you, it paid really well and gave me the opportunity to get a lot of stuff (like this computer and my car), but I was not happy there, whatsoever. I never want to work in a call center again...yet, I will probably have to, being that they pay so...
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No work today! What a nice surprise to go to work yesterday and see that they gave me friday off. Of course I have to work tomorrow, so no partying tonight
But, at least I get a chance to work on the next issue of my comic. That way we can start putting it together as soon as the first one is finished. I'll ask...
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Ok, I'm depressed today. My body is still recovering from all the emotional, physical and chemical stress i've put it through during the last couple of weeks and its taking its toll on me. And the funny thing is I will probably go out again tonight if the opportunity presents itself. Damn, I just wish she would answer my phone calls or respond to my...
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Called out sick from work today because I was hungover. Didn't intend on getting drunk on a tuesday night, but a friend of mine has decided to draw a comic I wrote some time back and I went to go see the progress. One thing led to another and the next thing you know I'm in my bed, its way past the time I should...
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Well, I've just had the strangest week in my entire life. Had the most incredible sex (did some stuff i had never tried before, hehe), did x for the first time, was awesome, and i wrote about 5 songs. Now, she's gone just as fast as she showed up, pissed off all my friends and poof. gone. maybe its for the best. everybody deserves at...
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Video games ARE good for you. They help with hand/eye coordination. Thanks to all those hours playing Ninja Gaiden, I can now play the guitar and sing without looking. All my dreams have come true.

Tonight I'm going to write a song about that girl I met and kissed once and never saw again. Because she's still out there somewhere. Actually, I know exactly where she is. She works at a tattoo place just down the street. And all my friends say stay away, because she's just trouble. But, is it so wrong to want just a little more trouble?

Its bad enough to get stood up, but even worse to get stood up twice in a row, two days in a row.
All I need is Pearl Jam and booze.

my religion is the sky
up in the air with the how and why
if you curse the light
then i'll worship the sun
and be unique
just like everyone
my gods are small, round
silver and black
laced with the impact
of a sudden heart attack
if i press you
you won't stop, just play
dancing around the meaning
that just gets in
the...
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today i'm not a word, but a whole book
stopped spinning and tried to take a look
today i found the devil crouched in my room
looking like an angel and holding a broom
wanted to sweep my memory under the bed
and try to pretend it was all in my head
today i learned that life is just a game
of prisons and ladders...
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