Friday Jan 21, 2005

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you know.. sometimes it's amazing how things that seem trivial to you can completely make someone's day..

an offhand remark.. a passing thought you acted upon..

those all make the biggest difference..

my mood's been up and down all week.. some inner fears raising their ugly heads.. but.. all's well now it seems.. at least as well as it ever is..

girly:
I know what you mean, but it can work against you, too. Someone made an offhand comment about me needing to change my look. At first I let it get to me, then I was like WTF? Meh. Oh well. Stay positive and do what you can to get over those fears. wink

Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

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still alive.. still around.. it's been a few days for anyone that's noticed..

i really have nothing to write about.. i hate work but that's not new.. however starting monday i transform from a phone monkey into teh cyb0r monkey.. or.. however the cool kids would spell that..

no more idiots on the phone for me. smile smile
instead.. idiots on a computer frown frown

but it's a change...
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anonym:
I've only really gone to the Wreck'd Room in London. Every time I try to go to another bar, it has already closed down and another one has popped up somewhere else.

Last Saturday, I actually tried to go to Dissent, but they were closed (of course!) for electrical problems. Back to the Wreck'd Room it was. I'm thinking of trying Dissent again this Saturday and hopefully they will have fixed the place up by then.
anonym:
Wow. Thanks for the heads-up. They even have a website! kiss

Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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well.. i'm now told it'll probably be a couple months before the renovations are done on another apartment.. which my friend is moving into.. and is letting me sublet his current place..

so.. i may be sticking around after all.. if i do disappear for a day or two.. it's because i've forgotten to re-register.. i pre-payed for 3 months already so.. going to coast...
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Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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well.. i'm all but certain i won't be here much longer.. for the none of you that really even read this..

moving soon.. every penny counts.. and.. while sg isn't expensive.. it's something i don't *need* to have..
zarina:
Are you finally moving here?!
heathavoid:
you're moving soon?! To london?!

well if I had a credit card I'd totally hook you up with a few more months... but I don't... but someone should.. SG is totally a necessity!

Happy '05 btw! biggrin

Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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"Apparently I'm taken again"

and.. no real reaction from me it seems beyond surprise and puzzlement at the lack of any other feelings..

apparently i do have a breaking point.. now if only i knew when exactly it had been breached..

Sunday Dec 26, 2004

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went to visit my grandfather in the hospital yesterday..

"It's hell when you know where are you but you just can't quite name it"

needless to say.. i did not enjoy the visit.

i've been dwelling on alot of things.. but.. i always seem to become morose (or, more morose) around NYE and then following up with my birthday.. I believe in birthday resolutions more...
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Thursday Dec 23, 2004

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i've been neglecting all my online journal type places lately..

i'm just not feeling myself.. *shrugs* but.. and.. if you're forgive the cliche'd ness and overly dramatic...ness? but.. i'm not sure what myself does feel like.. been floating inside my head for quite some time.. i don't know.. this is just going to end up as long incoherent boring ramble so.. i'll cut that off...
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nightmares:

Why? Because Lenore said...

and you wouldn't want to piss her off......

~Nightmares~

Monday Dec 20, 2004

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very very tiring weekend..

dj'd friday night.. the people there had a really good time it seemed.. sadly.. as it's just before giftmas.. everyone is broke..

saturday.. got a hair cut.. and wandered around london in the snow from about 6pm to 930pm.. the plans i had tried to make all fell through.. then danced and danced and danced.. drove home in a snowstorm.. the...
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stumbleine:
where do you dj in london?

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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I need your help..

you're all creative people here..

I need a dj name.. the one someone suggested before i used as i had no other ideas.. i don't like..

the one i came up last night (dj neophyte) is already taken by some guy in england..

any suggestions?

**edit**

the night i work at is a hard industrial/rock/metal-ish/other format..
(FLA, nitzer ebb, front 242...
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suxcitystalker:
thanks! you made me smile. smile
nightmares:
DJ Misanthrope....

A misanthrope is one who hates or distrust mankind.


Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....


~Nightmares~

Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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wow.. that's eerie.. in a.. depressing.. wow i'm broke kind of way..

i'm overdrawn in one account by exactly to the cent, what i have left in my other bank account..

total balance : $0.00

i'm suprised there isn't some animated gif on the page laughing at me or something... but.. the paycheck faerie visits my bank account tonight.. so.. all will be better in...
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nightmares:
Damn I'm hungry for the weekend ! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....


~Nightmares~
nightmares:
<brings bandages and a mop to clean up head wound>! biggrin
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