flyonwall

why is it everytime i open my mouth to say something important to her.. something completely different and trivial ends up coming out?

*paces back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and back and forth*

i'm already a wreck for tomorrow morning.. i think i'm getting myself too worked up over it but.. at the same time.. it could be horrendous..

but.. i'll just focus on apartment hunting tomorrow afternoon and then a visit to toronto...
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it's starting to set in that tomorrow is my last day at young america (canada) corporation..

i've been there full time for just over 2 years.. i still kind of don't believe i'm going to be gone from there for very long.. it feels like waiting for a vacation or something..

i'm just kind of in a daze about the whole thing.. hopefully tomorrow it...
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friday was a very up and down day.. i was hired at the call center i interviewed at.. had a really great night dj-ing.. and then found some not nice news but.. i'm just going to keep my fingers crossed..

the downside of getting the job right away is i need to find an apartment.. by next monday..

*sets panic mode to 10*

well.. i think i'm going apartment hunting tomorrow.. i was coerced into going out for st patrick's day and as i'll be in london all day tomorrow with nothing concrete planned to do until tomorrow night.. i might as well make use of my time..

nothing makes a blah day at work better than realizing you have the next day off..

now i'm off to make things and try and think about stuff..

if that was any more vague.. i don't think it could even be considered a sentence..

as always it seems.. in times of trouble.. i'm sticking my head in the metaphorical sand..

this sand seems an awful lot like needles and thread though.. so.. hopefully i at least can get a decent outfit out of this... one of my favourite pairs of pants came out of some horrendous news back in the summer so here's hoping..

i'm really tired of feeling like a stranger.. i suddenly don't know who this person is.. and i don't know how to get back where i belong

what a day.. and what a night.. some very good.. some not so good.. almost all quite stressful on some level or another..

i really wish i could afford to blow all kinds of money on alcohol tomorrow night.. but alas.. tis not to be..

trying really really hard not to start feeling sorry for myself and be sad..

plans for moving that were getting so close to fruition seem to be falling apart before my eyes.. and the biggest kick in the teeth.. i got a call back today for a job i applied for for when i move.. so now my answer of moving soon is a "i...
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