flyonwall

wee! Collide dvd release party tonight at dissent.. i've watched like the hunted about 3 or 4 times now trying to narrow down which songs/videos to play/show..

i've come to one conclusion... i really want to see collide again.. like.. really really really. i think because of the rarity of their shows.. and how memorable the whole trip last year to LA was seeing their...
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you know it'll be a good.. or.. interresting night when while still at work someone asks if absinthe is any good..

and that was the start of the night.. tried to take it easy..

now i eat dead cow.. wait to become sober-ish and off to bed.. tomorrow i have a full day of.. slackig.. planned.. (because i'm too broke until friday to go grocery/giftmas...
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saw a fun show thursday night (or actually.. 2 of them.) then caught up with people i hadn't seen in a long while.. so that was a nice night out.. kept thinking i was going home in awhile so i stayed all sober and stuff (since i left my car at the mall parking lot because i was running late).. ended up napping for about...
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i felt like updating.. but alas.. i have nothing to say.

so.. yes.. tell me a story about giant pigs?

or not.. so very tired.. work sucks.. blah blah nothing changes blah blah..

i guess things of note this week with little to no meaning to anyone else.. fresh meat show thursday night.. finally get to see them play (provided i'm back in town in...
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did anyone check out the bands mentioned (whored out) in my last post? i'm curious what you, if anyone, thought...

so.. i'm not dead.. i just haven't had anything to talk about..

it's basically been more of the same.. still like someone that i think may like me in return but.. i'm not sure and.. i don't want to risk our friendship until i can...
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you know.. sometimes i get downright angry and pissed off that people don't know about all these great bands i love..

first 3 that come to mind.. and.. i sort of ranked them in order of "accessibilty" or.. the order i think most people may like them.. because.. yes.. as much as i love more machine than man.. industrial is an acquired taste..

the electrocult...
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I go to touch you,
but I feel your body slip away
Like theres someone
else youre thinking of
Like theres someone
that you wish I was...

i've always loved this song but lately it's been getting under my skin in that "Far too truthful" kind of way. . .

so i dyed my hair thursday but tat picture looks bad because it's kind of fallen over.. and looks orange-ish.. but it's not.. honest..

and i'm drunk.. and.. i must say.. as nice as it can be to be smitten.. being smitten and smote by feelings of inadequacy is the worst thing ever.. even worse than my spelling of the word

and it's nov 3rd all over again. . .

off to lose myself in the hum of a sewing machine for awhile

**edit** back from the appointment.. and i really wish there was something i had done to deserve this.. then i could try and understand it a little more than just really bad luck..

.edited because i forget how to entirely erase an entry.