saturday was a better night.. i was just *on* with sets and managed to keep a few people on the floor my entire set..
despite more unpleasantness.. forced myself to try and be in a good mood.. and it sort of worked..
ever since though i've been driving myself crazy.. i will stop obsessing about a choice that really isn't mine..
i'll probably ramble about...
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despite more unpleasantness.. forced myself to try and be in a good mood.. and it sort of worked..
ever since though i've been driving myself crazy.. i will stop obsessing about a choice that really isn't mine..
i'll probably ramble about...
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have you ever had one of those nights where all you wanted at the end of it was to curl up into a ball in die?
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saraphine:
No, I am not a Canadian, but I think I want to go to the party because it's closer than SF. And I think it would be fun. I guess we'll see! Anyway I dj everything from indie to new wave/ indust./goth/ to punk , rock, unclassifiable, etc. Wouldn't it be cool if they gave you and/or me a set?? I really think they should.
paintedbat:
is it because you left teh peanut butter in your pocket?
Don't be sad.
Don't be sad.
so.. i kind of have a date with *girl*..
i think? (and hope).
but.. if it is.. how morbid are we? a date to go look at dead people in plastic.. (she hasn't seen bodyworlds at all yet and i was very very sleep deprived and kept getting annoyed/distracted by everyone else in the exhibit the first time i went)
and i say wee?
i think? (and hope).
but.. if it is.. how morbid are we? a date to go look at dead people in plastic.. (she hasn't seen bodyworlds at all yet and i was very very sleep deprived and kept getting annoyed/distracted by everyone else in the exhibit the first time i went)
and i say wee?
ametrine:
Thats not THAT morbid...its educational.
I really wanted to see that....though I guess I still have time. When's it run until? Feburary?
I really wanted to see that....though I guess I still have time. When's it run until? Feburary?
jj_r0x0rz:
that is great...i wish i went on dates like that
so.. it would seem the annual birthday depression is starting extra early this year..
i think a little part of me is just secretly hoping i'm preparing for the worst so when it doesn't happen.. it'll be even better.. sadly.. the rest of me is laughing at that little voice like the village idiot it normally turns out to be
this year again.. going to...
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i think a little part of me is just secretly hoping i'm preparing for the worst so when it doesn't happen.. it'll be even better.. sadly.. the rest of me is laughing at that little voice like the village idiot it normally turns out to be
this year again.. going to...
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paintedbat:
noooo don't be depressed
paintedbat:
Yeah too bad you don't have a camera.
I'm glad you are feeling a bit better though. Managers can be dicks. They just don't understand sometimes. At least you got to talk to her though.
I'm glad you are feeling a bit better though. Managers can be dicks. They just don't understand sometimes. At least you got to talk to her though.
so.. communication mix ups meant *girl* couldn't make it on friday..
i consoled myself with too many brownies and such.. and then later thought i was going to die when they really started to kick in.. missed going out for new years but.. being blah aside.. after friday night's mix up.. i really wasn't in a mood to go and be around people..
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i consoled myself with too many brownies and such.. and then later thought i was going to die when they really started to kick in.. missed going out for new years but.. being blah aside.. after friday night's mix up.. i really wasn't in a mood to go and be around people..
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i have a floor in my bedroom again.. i knew it was around here somewhere... i also remember again how many horrible CD's i own.. (since most of my good ones are in my dj binders.. i never really see them out on display like the racks of rejects behind me right now..)
getting excited for tomorrow as really hoping *girl* will be able to...
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arden:
cover it with black!!!! cuz it's hot!
good luck with your girly!!!
good luck with your girly!!!
avion:
I agree.... black looks best on you.
But maybe tinted black... a red tinted black could be pretty wicked.
But maybe tinted black... a red tinted black could be pretty wicked.
so.. dinner party is being amalgamated with a friend's party she/they were planning on friday..
which kind of messes with plans talk more with girl from last few entries without having to drunkenly yell at each other but.. *shrugs* it should still be a good time.. i hope.. if not.. there's always my sg journal and livejournal to mope/vent/bitchwhinemoan about it to..
it feels really...
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which kind of messes with plans talk more with girl from last few entries without having to drunkenly yell at each other but.. *shrugs* it should still be a good time.. i hope.. if not.. there's always my sg journal and livejournal to mope/vent/bitchwhinemoan about it to..
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paintedbat:
put the money away and save it. Put it towards something like a camera or an ipod.
Yes my hampster has his own donuts
hahaha
Yes my hampster has his own donuts
hahaha
so.. big feast to sort of end 2005 is now officially on..
girl mentioned in previous post or two was at the bar late tonight and i mentioned it.. and she seemed rather happy.. and.. i think what really made my night.. (and this seems so trivial) she remembered my name.. which.. to me says alot since we always end up interacting in a bar......
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girl mentioned in previous post or two was at the bar late tonight and i mentioned it.. and she seemed rather happy.. and.. i think what really made my night.. (and this seems so trivial) she remembered my name.. which.. to me says alot since we always end up interacting in a bar......
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tonight was a good night..
however..
i'm smitten times 10.
now.. it's fun to feel this way.. but.. it also has this horrible track record of leading from to 
(and not in a fight.. just.. feeling like i've been sucker punched)..
BUT.. on a plus side.. she seems as friendly with me.. and.. from who i heard her old ex boyfriend was.. i think she...
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however..
i'm smitten times 10.
now.. it's fun to feel this way.. but.. it also has this horrible track record of leading from
to (and not in a fight.. just.. feeling like i've been sucker punched)..
BUT.. on a plus side.. she seems as friendly with me.. and.. from who i heard her old ex boyfriend was.. i think she...
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avion:
Miss... Lunch? Man, are you nuts?!
I have the best cat now though! ... wait -- did you meet my new cat?
p.s. it would be so awesome to make a big turkey dinner and just have a bunch of friends over! I think I want to do that -- but like, in the middle of the year, where there's a long strettch of months without turkies!
I have the best cat now though! ... wait -- did you meet my new cat?
p.s. it would be so awesome to make a big turkey dinner and just have a bunch of friends over! I think I want to do that -- but like, in the middle of the year, where there's a long strettch of months without turkies!
anonym:
Matt and I will probably be going to 181. I would have considered Dissent but the fact that it's an all-ages event has turned me off. Nothing against the kids, but New Year's Eve is for the grown-ups. It seems like really bad idea to me.
i keep identifying with this song.. alot.. and it's not cool because.. the chorus is really quite unhappy.. but.. i just.. do..
for example.. the people i kept wanting to talk to/say hi to at the very least tonight.. but just.. didn't? why? i don't know.. i just really self-concious about it..
but.. on the plus side.. les six and the electrocult were great tonight.....
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for example.. the people i kept wanting to talk to/say hi to at the very least tonight.. but just.. didn't? why? i don't know.. i just really self-concious about it..
but.. on the plus side.. les six and the electrocult were great tonight.....
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ametrine:
I wanted to go to that show....
All of the people who I could've made go with me have gone home already, and I was sadly coerced into going to Jack's with a friend who had just finished exams. It was terribly unfortunate.
All of the people who I could've made go with me have gone home already, and I was sadly coerced into going to Jack's with a friend who had just finished exams. It was terribly unfortunate.
