flyonwall

xposted from a bunch of places..

i normally never do this but this year.. in an effort to shake off the birthday blah's.. i plan on trying to celebrate my birthday Saturday night...

Come out to dissent this Saturday and get me drunk and take advantage of me

or.. come out to dissent and i don't know.. get yourself drunk?

just. come out to dissent...
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thanks for the birthday well wishes everyone..

that's about all they turned out to be.. today turned out worse than i had even expected.. not a single plan worked out..

but.. in an effort to not dwell on it.. i'm going to go finish eating these fries.. drink my scotch and go to bed early..

but.. at least i've learned from the past couple years.....
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so.. it's after midnight..

fuck today.

i have plans to try and crawl into a dark hole all day. work will make this plan difficult. but i'll find a way.

electric 6 was a great show..

still reeling with the fallout of some life goal realizations a couple weeks ago.. this combined with the annual birthday tradition of taking stock of my life and being disappointed has really thrown me for a loop so. um.. yeah..

*listens to punk rock girl and tries to be happy*

so.. called in sick to work today..

my stomach has progressively felt worse since about wednesday so.. i'm hoping a real day of rest will make me feel better..

thursday i did stuff.. i forget what but i remember being gone for a large chunk of the afternoon.. then dj'd.. so that was a long night..

friday.. finally fell asleep after 6am.. my alarm went...
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so.. i've started listening to the cure quite alot again..

and while their music is great.. it's not such a great thing when i get stuck in a mood where they're all i want to listen to..

birthday weekend plans have already fallen through before they really even got started.. people i wanted to spend it with won't be around at all..

tra la la..

the ongoing saga goes on...

looking forward to thursday nights..

myself, another dj i used to spin with on fridays until we were amalgamated into every other week on saturdays and another friend that used to dj in toronto and has done so occasionally here in town are taking over dissent on thursday nights..

IFTN... metal.. industrial.. loud..

i'm really just happy i have a weekly night again.. even if...
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you know.. i'm anything but religous.. (organized religion is just another cult to me..a cult with better PR)


but.. i really pray i'm making the right decision..

*would twitch with being nervous if he wasn't so drunk)
i don't want to get up in 6 and some odd hours..

stupid favours for the bar i work at and stupid work in general