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so.. another weekend.. met another girl that blew me away..

i think most of this lately is me forcing myself to look at people beyond the person i've had a crush on for the last year or so but.. it will never work.. i tried and was shut down a few months ago.. i expected as much.. but.. it seems when i like someone.. i...
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cottser:
Good day. I saw you crossing the street the other day but I was vehicularized.
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i wrote this more than a year ago..

and tonight was the sequel sort of.. i've seen her around a few places/times but.. never really knew her name to go introduce myself/etc... but tonight.. met and and ended up hanging out with her and a couple other people i sorta know/am becoming friends with for an hour or so after the bar..and she was really...
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cottser:
Believe me, I don't blame you for sounding like a 13 year old school girl. I sound exactly the same when I talk about girls.
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you know.. as nice a feeling as it is.. i'm kind of tired of suddenly blinking and having a stupidly large crush on someone..

on the plus side.. she's single and i know this.. on the not so plus side.. she was almost married to the guy..
katblue:
yeah, call center's. *COUGH* they are interesting.

crushes can be fun though. smile
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i'll never get tired of this. . .

well.. this i mean..

the feeling.. yes.. very tired of it..

the feeling of not knowing which one i am.. or.. which one i'm more of.. is the worst part.
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ametrine:
I don't know what to even say about that video....
made me either feel like an asshole or forgotten....maybe a combination of the two
though, those little friends were cute and I would adopt them all.....
cottser:
Yeah.
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more bitching about the new "improved" ?? layout..

why the hell are there still ads in the *middle* of a (poorly designed) webpage?

the little banners at the top never really bothered me.. but.. the ones in the middle of the page did.. so i tried to turn the ads off.. and well.. the little ads the top are gone.. but.. still there.. smack dab...
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ametrine:
Couldn't agree with you more....
ads piss me off.
anonym:
Agreed. Totally. I'm actually ticked about that one. I'm already paying, why do you need extra sponsorship?
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still don't like this new layout but... nothing i can really do about it except leave and i can't see myself doing that.

slowly getting used to it.. it's just.. awkward... i'd like to know how to decided the criteria for what to show up where.. (like messages.. i've gotten like.. 5 ever on the site.. ever.. i don't need a big inbox of no...
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ametrine:
I agree...this layout is pretty terrible. I hate the tiny little box of friends posts. I guess it'll just take a bit more getting used to.
The tattoo looks great now that I can see it clearly. Who tattooed you?
...and monkeys are the coolest....which reminds me I'm going to the zoo on July 16th to see many many monkeys
ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa etc...
ametrine:
Well I'll take lots of monkey pictures just for you. It will almost be like you took them yourself at the zoo.
NOTE TO SELF: Bring lots of extra batteries.

Steve tattooed my "O" on my back. He did a good job...but SO rough....it hurt A LOT.
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so.. i officially don't like this new layout..

maybe once i get used to it.. it'l be ok.. but right now.. i think it shite..

i've looked this morning before work but thought it was just because i'm tired but i can't seem to find "friends journal" page thingy like there used to be anywhere..

and.. i don't know.. it's a little graphical for me.....
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cottser:
Unfortunately for now all we get for 'bookmarks' is that little 'HOME' link on the top right of the page, 3 at a time.
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i really hate this vicious cycle..

i need a new job or i'm going to have a melt down at work and start throwing chairs and stuff..

it's gotten to the point that i'm almost ready to just pick up my stuff and leave if one bad thing happens at work.. things keep changing and they keep demanding more for no extra compensation... and.. on...
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so.. last night was a sort of good night when turned bad suddenly for no real reason other than.. all kinds of other craziness upstairs going on..

i may.. or may not be moving in a few months.. going to have to wait and see.. our roommate that's not is now just.. no longer so.. my share of the rent is going up.. and our...
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hurt:
OMG! I love that song, thanks for reminding me of it!! kiss
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