flyonwall

so the last few nights i've had some rather pleasant and vivid dreams about someone..

the only downside to this.. besides being they're just dreams.. this girl seems to have no face.. try as i might. her face and head in general is just a blur..

and.. i find this oddly fitting.. as i seem to flit between a few different girls i have/have had for a long time a crush on to also not wanting anyone and wishing i could just be a monk somewhere with no libido..

fuck you being stuck single.. fuck you very much.