flyonwall

so far.. so nothing.. been doing good at hiding my mopeyness and feeling of being crushed underfoot

i love how varied my musical tastes are..

today at the same time i bought

the new esthero album
the apop album they cover a metallica song o
an old vnv album i've been looking for for quite awhile

all of these were purchased while i was listening to US bombs and swingin' utters

i kind of want to see esthero at the guvernment next thursday (sept 8th ) but.. sept my pay days are getting all screwy so the canadian operation matches the US pay cycle.. so that's making me say no, be a good monkey and stay home.. and.. i'm close to having a zero balance on my credit card for the first time since the end of 2000.. hopefully by the end of sept or october at the latest..

that's 5 years of knowing I owe VISA to a varying degree.. including the few months where it was over the limit and kept getting worse.. so that will only leave the mind numbing, hope-crushing debt to CIBC itself from my student line of credit.. but.. i think that once i accomplish something with my visa being paid off.. it'll renew hope that i can someday pay that off..

this was a really stupid boring post but.. i can't sleep (still.. i can hide the mopeyness from other people but.. not myself.. a quote from irvine welsh comes to mind i can't be bothered to look up right now.. just everyone go read the book Glue and it's in there somewhere)

i want more SG friends but.. i feel lame just commenting at random to people.. blargh..

*goes to watch rescue me and try to pretend he's asleep*