flyonwall

weekend update.. or.. my life update.. (for the whole.. 2 of my friends.. 1 of whom is on livejournal and i think knows alot of this)

i have funny hair again.. or still..

i live for real in london (ontario) now.. i work at another call centre.. ugh.. but it pays better.. dj-ing is still coming along nicely.. we got new equipment a couple months ago and i love it so much.. takes things to a new level..

i live in a townhouse.. it's nice.. and big(-ish) and clean and i like it alot..

and.. back to the more of the same. . .

so now i just must sit and make the brainwashing take effect..

the short story..

she likes me.. i like her.. she likes him better.

so.. now comes the hard part of listening to what people are telling me...

*hits himself in the head with the "someday" stick* i'm just so sick and tired of being hurt by "someday"s. . . i thought it was finally today..

and this is now killing the good mood i worked all night to build up.. i was failing miserably for awhile (pretty much when he showed up at the bar) but later.. talked with some other friends that made things seem better in a whole new light.

i just need to hold on tight to what they said.. even if it isn't the truth that i'm better off without her. i'm without her.. so i need to get better..