flyonwall

*bitch*moan*whine* but wait.. it's not about work

i'm really getting sick and tired of this falling really hard for people that either have no interest in me that way.. or are already with someone else.. or are a little of column a, a little of column b..

really really sick and tired of it..

way way way back in april.. i had hopes i wouldn't be stuck spending my birthday alone again.. and.. those hopes have been dashed..

i did get a neat surprise in the mail today.. but.. doesn't make things any better really..

i've been listening to far too much nine inch nails the last couple days.. but it's a vicious cycle.. i listen to it because it's tone reflects my mood.. and my mood reflects the tone of the music.. and so on and so forth until you have me at this place that just is no fun..