flyonwall

i've been neglecting all my online journal type places lately..

i'm just not feeling myself.. *shrugs* but.. and.. if you're forgive the cliche'd ness and overly dramatic...ness? but.. i'm not sure what myself does feel like.. been floating inside my head for quite some time.. i don't know.. this is just going to end up as long incoherent boring ramble so.. i'll cut that off now..

i pretty much have an apartment in london lined up.. so.. that's really good.. except.. i kind of feel selfish for acting upon it myself instead of telling someone else i know that really wants to move into that building about it.. but.. she's already in town.. and.. i need to escape.. and this is my one chance.. *cue the scrounging for any sources of money at all for the next month or so* i do still feel bad and selfish but.. at the same time... i almost never put myself before other people so.. once in awhile.. you just have to.. right?

enough of my self-justification.. i should be in bed.. i should have been in bed an hour ago.. but.. oh well.. i'm enjoying my day off since it's the last restful one i'm going to have for awhile..

tomorrow.. i work... leave early (we close at 4 instead of 8, woo!).. then i go home.. re-sort CD's into Virus Friday stacks.. (wow i need a cd binder..) off to London to DJ (and take measurements and stuff for a shirt/thing i'm making for someone)..

then saturday with all it's giftmas... giftmasness.. and since i work 8-630 on sunday.. i can't escape and go cybernaut it up in london to relax.. then work monday to wednesday.. then thursday i get to party with Minx (formerly scratching post) again since.. forever ago.... then NYE i'm helping to bartend at Dissent.. (see the scrounging for money paragraph), so.. a week of hectic hectic hectic all while probably being short on sleep.. oh well.. so there you have it.. my week's itenerary.. should you need to stalk me.. go nuts.. but.. if you do.. bring a digi-cam because i need a new member pic since mine is over a year old and i have new hair now..

i fear this entry is boring.. so.. to make amends.. i give you.. a monkey!!