flyonwall

wow.. nothing starts a weekend off right like potentially awesome news.. on your drive home from work no less..

sadly.. tonight was too short notice and since i work tomorrow at 8 on the phone monkey farm i couldn't.. but myself and 2 other DJ's are now potentially/most probably slotted for..

*big drum roll*

FRIDAY NIGHT!!!

where.. there will be customers.. and.. people to listen to the music.. and show their approval by gyrating wildly (and if i'm lucky, provocatively..)

the bad news.. there will now be people to screw up in front of that will laugh and point and call me mean and cruelly funny names.. well.. in their heads anyway.. i don't think anyone is quite that mean..

but.. well.. yeah.. kind of awesome.. AND.. i have a brainstorm to screw the government while i'm at it.. set up dj-ing as a service business contracted out by the bar.. so.. whatever i'm paid.. i will yes, have to claim as income.. but.. i won't make enough to pay taxes on it.. especially when i can.. *bigger drum roll* claim CD's and mileage+gas and stuff as "business" expenses.. and.. the bar owner wins since he can write that off as an expense.. it's a win-win situation.. i'm such an evil genius.. or... a moderately ill tempered person posessing slightly above average intelligence and shrewdness.. either or.. i'm indifferent..

and with this news, in a much better mood than last night... but.. like i explained in a comment to someone.. it's not so much i've given up on this person..i'm simply admitting to myself i'm not wanted and trying to move along.. yet.. still be there as a friend.. which is always difficult. but.. meh..i've done it before.. hopefully i can do it again..

and i do believe this is the longest sg journal update i've ever made.. so.. kudos to you if you read all the way through..