flyonwall

I wish I could learn to change my spots.

More stupid self-inflicted BS involving "girl". If there was a way to make a career out of being an emotional masochist. I'd be a fucking millionaire.

I keep trying to give up hope since it doesn't look like anything will ever come of it.. but i'm not very good at it.

School is winding down and that's also getting me down.. I didn't do as well as I hoped/expected this semester and its mostly my own fault.

time to dwell on the positive. Going to see TBM and a good friend of mine that's touring with them on sunday in toronto. dj-ing a friend's birthday party the next saturday night.. I don't expect a big crowd but whatever.. if i'm not expecting alot, i can't be let down. And then my tired/hungover/possibly still drunk self is getting on a bus to head back to toronto next sunday as well for brunch with a group of friends i haven't gotten to see in a few years.

i can't shake it though that the bad seems to be outshining the good lately. Anyway.. off to plug away more at this 18 page take home exam.