flyonwall

so.. osap appointment today... hopefully it's to pick up a cheque since i'm fairly certain everything was already in order from last semester..

so far things are starting to be interesting at school in a couple classes which is a relief as next to nothing held my interest beyond learning it to pass..

i'm really sick and tired of me never having the bottle to speak up. i make all kinds of excuses but that's what it comes to at the end of the day. (but, i think the last time of us both being wasted wasn't an excuse that time. just wanted better judgement.. or something.. )

i'm really liking my schedule this semester.. i don't start until noon monday and i'm finished at 1 on friday.. now.. i have either 2 or 3 hour breaks in the middle of the other days which made last week a long one but as soon as homework starts getting piled on, i imagine i'm going to love those breaks (more than i do now)

speaking of homework.. since after being up for 30 hours friday/saturday morning and then sleeping about 16 hours yesterday i should go do that reading i was planning on as i'm awake anyway.. (what with it being 530am and all) plus this way ican leave 1 f the hundred text books i have this semester here at home.. (it seems almost every course this semester has at least 2 books, grrr.. they really don't all fit in my locker with my binders)

i wish i had something of more substance to write.. but i'm afraid it would turn into whiny/angsty drivel.. so i'm just going to not.