Saturday Jan 13, 2007

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I really wish I didn't have to work tomorrow..
and that it somehow was the middle of a week and not a saturday night..

same story.. different week.. someone i am/was starting to like.. likes someone else.. and her and that someone else are now dating..

I really want/need to just put on music and go for a walk until i can watch the sun come up but it'll be busy and crowded out with it being the weekend and i have to work tomorrow..

i really just want to walk across an unbroken field of snow right now and stop thinking and feeling things.. for just a little while at least. i really want my head to be that unmarred blanket of snow..

fuck it.. where are my shoes? no snow or sunrise.. but anything will help right now..

i forgot how beautiful this song is.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Young girl in the market
Music to the men
When the men leave
Her eyes are red
When her eyes are closed again she sees the dark market of above

And she sings
'They say the most horrible things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'

Young boy in the market
Follows all the men
When the men leave
He's out of his head
When his eyes are closed again he sees the dark market of above

And he sings
'They break the most beautiful things
But I hear violins, when I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done
I look into your eyes
And I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done'

Center of the sun

Young boy in the market
Sees the girl alone
And asks her
'Have you lost your way home?'
She sings
'You say the most beautiful things, just like my violins'

I look into your eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done

When I close my eyes
I am at the center of the sun
And I cannot be hurt
By anything this wicked world has done

'Cause
I hear violins
I hear violins

I hear violins
I hear violins

Center of the sun

I hear ...violins

katblue:
I love the song Pep Talk!

And I'm sorry man. frown That sucks. As clique (cliche?) as this sunds right now, someone wh you like will like you, and they will have eyes for no one but you. I learned the hard way that there's a reason for everything.

heathavoid:
haha awesome! boobie-shaped confetti! Do you actually have some? If so, that'd be hella-awesome!

How's life? I read your lj all the time.. but often forget to comment... I'm a crap-friend, I know.. andyway, I hope things are ok!

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