flyonwall

i really hate this vicious cycle..

i need a new job or i'm going to have a melt down at work and start throwing chairs and stuff..

it's gotten to the point that i'm almost ready to just pick up my stuff and leave if one bad thing happens at work.. things keep changing and they keep demanding more for no extra compensation... and.. on top of this.. lately i keep getting these little flashes in my head that before i know it i'll be one of those people that's been there for 5 or 6 years in the blink of an eye.. suddenly.. i look around and i've been stuck working in call centers for more than 3 years now.. and i'm still not sure how i got stuck here for so long..

but.. before i can find a better/decent job it seems, i need some kind of education/degree/etc.. but.. in order to obtain this.. i need more money than i have..

*bangs head against wall*