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blah blah blah i hate where i work blah blah blah

in both a literal and metaphorical sense.. i really need winter to be over..

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paintedbat:
I really want winter to be over too. Feels like -30 today. Like what the fuck...could it be any colder???
zarina:
I need you to go read this so I don't look so stupid. No one but you and Heatha will understand....

p.s. what's with all the hot chicks on your friend list? Dude, you're like a stud or something.
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letter to my right eye.

dearest right eye,

i do enjoy using to see on a regular basis. one would almost say i depend upon you and your neighbour far too heavily in the eyesight department. be this as it may, should you continue this incessant twitching, i shall be forced to gouge you out with a spoon. it has now been 27 hours, are...
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paintedbat:
awww too bad your eye is being a jerk
paintedbat:
lol you might have known ahead of time and was just getting ready.
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i had something i was going to wirte here..

but then johnny walker came along and stole it..

all he left me was this label.. it's blakc.. and oh so yummy..

**edit** and.. if you're wondering who this stranger was that was commenting inyour journal.. please see the above portion of this entry as an explaination..

at least this takes longer than instant messaging/irc to...
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anonym:
So, besides getting absolutely blitzed, what else did you do to pass the time whilst snowed in?
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woo! dissent is back open.. got to dj tonight..

i was really unhappy with what i played tonight.. this week my mind has been so scattered.. tonight i couldn't really concentrate on keeping some kind of flow going..

and then there were technical issues while i wasn't up.. but still very aggravating since it took a good while to fix..

hopefully next week i'll be...
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you know.. sometimes it's amazing how things that seem trivial to you can completely make someone's day..

an offhand remark.. a passing thought you acted upon..

those all make the biggest difference..

my mood's been up and down all week.. some inner fears raising their ugly heads.. but.. all's well now it seems.. at least as well as it ever is..

girly:
I know what you mean, but it can work against you, too. Someone made an offhand comment about me needing to change my look. At first I let it get to me, then I was like WTF? Meh. Oh well. Stay positive and do what you can to get over those fears. wink
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still alive.. still around.. it's been a few days for anyone that's noticed..

i really have nothing to write about.. i hate work but that's not new.. however starting monday i transform from a phone monkey into teh cyb0r monkey.. or.. however the cool kids would spell that..

no more idiots on the phone for me. smile smile
instead.. idiots on a computer frown frown

but it's a change...
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anonym:
I've only really gone to the Wreck'd Room in London. Every time I try to go to another bar, it has already closed down and another one has popped up somewhere else.

Last Saturday, I actually tried to go to Dissent, but they were closed (of course!) for electrical problems. Back to the Wreck'd Room it was. I'm thinking of trying Dissent again this Saturday and hopefully they will have fixed the place up by then.
anonym:
Wow. Thanks for the heads-up. They even have a website! kiss
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well.. i'm now told it'll probably be a couple months before the renovations are done on another apartment.. which my friend is moving into.. and is letting me sublet his current place..

so.. i may be sticking around after all.. if i do disappear for a day or two.. it's because i've forgotten to re-register.. i pre-payed for 3 months already so.. going to coast...
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well.. i'm all but certain i won't be here much longer.. for the none of you that really even read this..

moving soon.. every penny counts.. and.. while sg isn't expensive.. it's something i don't *need* to have..
zarina:
Are you finally moving here?!
heathavoid:
you're moving soon?! To london?!

well if I had a credit card I'd totally hook you up with a few more months... but I don't... but someone should.. SG is totally a necessity!

Happy '05 btw! biggrin
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"Apparently I'm taken again"

and.. no real reaction from me it seems beyond surprise and puzzlement at the lack of any other feelings..

apparently i do have a breaking point.. now if only i knew when exactly it had been breached..
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went to visit my grandfather in the hospital yesterday..

"It's hell when you know where are you but you just can't quite name it"

needless to say.. i did not enjoy the visit.

i've been dwelling on alot of things.. but.. i always seem to become morose (or, more morose) around NYE and then following up with my birthday.. I believe in birthday resolutions more...
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i've been neglecting all my online journal type places lately..

i'm just not feeling myself.. *shrugs* but.. and.. if you're forgive the cliche'd ness and overly dramatic...ness? but.. i'm not sure what myself does feel like.. been floating inside my head for quite some time.. i don't know.. this is just going to end up as long incoherent boring ramble so.. i'll cut that off...
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nightmares:

Why? Because Lenore said...

and you wouldn't want to piss her off......

~Nightmares~