flyonwall

wednesday night and i'm not pissed up.. what's the world coming to?

(appointment for a tattoo tomorrow at 1pm.. why i booked an appointment almost 2 hours before i normally even have to be at work on a day off is beyond me.. other than to get it done)

and.. banging head on my desk in regards to new lady friend may have been premature...
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*sighs*
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*bangs head on desk*
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good feelings about things with person from thursday kind of evaporated tonight

i'm hoping i'm wrong but.. just.. blah..

so.. last night Seraphim Shock, Lye and another band called Ictus played at "my" bar.. it was great.. an amazing show and a very fun after party..

highlights from the show/after party

- my hair looked wicked.. i managed to get both sides pointed basically straight up and the hair straight, not curved.. bi-hawks are a bitch for being uniform..

- i played great sets...
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wednesday night and looks who drunk.. again.. as always..

it's not that i'm an alcoholic.. it's just more fun to be drunk sometimes because i'm almost always a happy drunk so the world is a kick ass place..

ESPECIALLY when on the spur of the moment i take over for the other dj's and play for like.. an hour of all the punk songs i...
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sick and tired of being confused 99% of the time.. the other 1% i think i finally have things figured out (only to be wrong. . .)

see.. girl from last post (and last week.. i've been neglectful apparently.. or.. rather.. boring.. when you do nothing all week including not sleeping.. not much to post about. . .)

so.. girl from last week.. mentioned to...
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it's been a good weekend.. thursday i wasn't in the mood to go out much but a friend/aquiantance is moving away to toronto and it was his going away party at dissent so i went to make an appearance and to say goodbye etc..

i got home around 830-ish.. in the am... damn those pretty girls and their bottles of gin...

so yes.. it was...
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two quotes i need to keep in mind and context..

my mood feels a little better tonight.. but.. the i don't remember how many rum and cokes and the fact i spontaneously played a 45 minute guest set tonight that i think was kick ass (and got compliments from 2 random guys i think proves it)

but.. kind of more for my reference than anyone...
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I want to be able to sleep at night
I want to hold my head up high
I want to feel like you were always mine
But it was all just a beautiful, terrible, wonderful, horrible, beautiful lie
And it's so easy to believe

Beautiful Lie - Esthero

so i have new silly hair..

*looks at his profile pic and pauses*

so i have newer sillier hair...

you know.. sometimes i hate music.. especially punk.. for it's honesty..

i love these songs..but right now.. i fucking hate these lyrics.. they're taking the knife and twisting it deeper..



have you ever been kicked when you're already down? you see it come but you dare not make a sound



(i'm sorry for the excessively long quote but i couldn't find an appropriate place to...
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dear msn..

please stop mocking me and make pretty girl in pvc from saturday night message me.. it wasn't funny when you made her not message melast night... or this morning... or tonight... and it won't be funny tomorrow morning... or tomorrow night... and so on and so forth..

*le sigh*

hell.. i think karma at least owes me that.. putting attraction aside.. i think...
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