flyonwall

and it's nov 3rd all over again. . .

off to lose myself in the hum of a sewing machine for awhile

**edit** back from the appointment.. and i really wish there was something i had done to deserve this.. then i could try and understand it a little more than just really bad luck..

.edited because i forget how to entirely erase an entry.

damn hell ass.. i'm waring my brand new suit (and am rather drunk i noice as i try and type..) but stupid webcam programs want me to pay them money or just plain do't work.. boo-uns..

how shall i show off how stylin' i am?

he's looking wicked and astute
brand new suits are filled with loot

** except sadly.. my suit didn't come with...
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so.. i went kind of stupid retarded today while out shopping.. i was going for a ballcap and a bandana to wear on days when i don't really have a need to do my hair up..

and.. i wandered into le chateau.. and then half an hour later i wandered out with a new pin stripe suit and another pair of women's pants because they...
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this week has been boring and a blur..

tomorrow will be boring and a busy blur

things to do today

update driver's license finally
broomsticks for pvc
go crazy
stop crazy
tattoo follow-up
find infinite energy source
groceries
dye hair
call to confirm re-scheduled eye appointment
try and clean piles of junk in room
laundry
finish miss kittin remix


**edit** this is now my weekend...
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thanks for the concern on my last entry.. i don't think i've opened up like that here before.. i just always hide junk like that post in my lj unde a very restricted cut..

didn't make it to the appointment.. waited and waited and waited and my mom forgot about it so didn't pick me up (after the drops they put in.. it's impossible to...
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dunk, darunk.. drunk..

halloween show was good afterall.. had 2nd thoughts on going.. glad my first and 3rd thoughts won..

now i finish changing and run hurry fast...

after party ho!!!!

**edit** 830am.. huzzah.. good times indeed.. one more object lesson in "don't let other people ruin fun..." very good times... kind of upset/thinking about someone i've been able to not think about for a...
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following the advice written on my arm.. i found the good side in the shit that was last night.. on a plus side.. i had just met her a little more than a month ago.. it still hurts to be passed up for someone else.. but.. it'll pass in time..

i'm not sure how good halloween will be this year when thinking due to last...
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so... how was tonight?

while i was heading to the show.. bumped into someone else i had met through her. talked to him for awhile.. and.. i was fairly certain she liked both of us..

and then.. things started going worse.

when she got there.. it was a good 2 minutes before she acknowleded me other than a look and then began talking to other...
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i think i need serious help. . .

i bought a mini bolt cutter tonight for while making my halloweenn costume..

it's so cute! it's all little.. but.. "grr.. i'm a big mean bolt cutter".. that's smaller than my forearm..

wow.. and i swear.. i haven't drank a thing since saturday night.. (missed the first of my weekly binges on wednesday as i had forgotton...
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a very mundane/inane entry..

right now i'm planning on heading to body worlds on thursday.. very excited... i talked to a friend i work with (and actually, the first person i knew that started working where i do out of the handful i knew outside of work.. i just felt like pointing this out but i don't know why) .. anyway.. mentioned to him as...
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