I stopped breathing for a moment....I am not sure for how long. I just remember having to remind my lungs to breathe. Somthing inside me died at that moment and I am not sure why.
I have allowed him to permiate my soul. I have nothing to validate it with but this hollow feeling that does not allow me rest.
My friend trys to console me....gives me love and says he doesnt deserve me. I have a love that is deep she says and I deserve better. And I weep from my soul.
Its no matter who deserves what in this moment because the truth is life isnt about what is right its about what is right now.
Right now I cant sleep.
I have allowed him to permiate my soul. I have nothing to validate it with but this hollow feeling that does not allow me rest.
My friend trys to console me....gives me love and says he doesnt deserve me. I have a love that is deep she says and I deserve better. And I weep from my soul.
Its no matter who deserves what in this moment because the truth is life isnt about what is right its about what is right now.
Right now I cant sleep.
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bankky:
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whiskeyfightpit:
Spend your birthday involving yourself in all thing crunk and sexxxy. Wherever those things may be. Stay away from the Jose Cuervo and Black Haus, though. That stuff'll turn any birthday into alot of picture taking and paper work.