I thought I would amuse myself by posting a picture of me after running my ass of working at a big restaurant for 12 hours straight. Like the worn off make up and lovely white oxford?
I met this pretty cool guy recently. He is way young....far to young for me....well except for the the sheer entertainment value. He's abosolutley adorable, washboard stomach and all ( mama says YOOOOOOFUCKINGHOOOOO to that) He told me I was his ultimate fantasy. Hes a very smart young man...hahaha. I keep thinking to myself....damn I would love to drive him absolutely mad with sexual desire and the fuck him for days. I probably should.
I am comming to believe that young guys really really dig older sex women. In the last week I have been propositioned by 3 people under 21 well one of them was a couple so technically speaking that is 4 people. So you may ask yourself why then am I sitting home alone on a Friday night. Its actually quite by accident. I left out of work and out of habit and exaustion from work I instinctivly drove home. I guess thats what happens when you get old...but passing up booty to sit here at home is just retarded tho! lol But I have a fresh pack of batteries and a vivid imagination so I will be fine...heehee.
On a more realistic note. This with Chad are better then they have been in a while. I think spending so much time with him over the holidays put things into perspective. He doesnt have that spark for me. It seems almost too obvious. Maybe I have just been blinded by my desire for him to love me that I totally missed out on the fact that he doesnt feel it. Although I personally dont get it...I am a superior catch....Im sexual and funny and pretty enough, I give amazing head and can cook, I am loving and loyal and passionate (and humble lol). I guess the decieding factor here has very little to do with me or who I am. Its has everything to do with what kind of woman evokes his passion. That must not be me. I so wanted to be that person for so long and then one day resently I had this ephifany. The light came on and I realized that I would never want to be with someone that didnt have that passion. I would soooooo be cheating myself. Both he and I are incredibly passionate on so many levels. It would be a shame for us both to not have a proper outlet for it. So the times they are a changin'. I am re-assessing the way I need to love him. I have no choice in him not loving me so all I can do is change myself. Right? At the moment its not a huge concern of mine. I can always weep over what I dont have or who I am not when there is nothing better to do. At the moment my possibilities of who I can be and what I can have are of a more interesting persuasion.
I met this pretty cool guy recently. He is way young....far to young for me....well except for the the sheer entertainment value. He's abosolutley adorable, washboard stomach and all ( mama says YOOOOOOFUCKINGHOOOOO to that) He told me I was his ultimate fantasy. Hes a very smart young man...hahaha. I keep thinking to myself....damn I would love to drive him absolutely mad with sexual desire and the fuck him for days. I probably should.
I am comming to believe that young guys really really dig older sex women. In the last week I have been propositioned by 3 people under 21 well one of them was a couple so technically speaking that is 4 people. So you may ask yourself why then am I sitting home alone on a Friday night. Its actually quite by accident. I left out of work and out of habit and exaustion from work I instinctivly drove home. I guess thats what happens when you get old...but passing up booty to sit here at home is just retarded tho! lol But I have a fresh pack of batteries and a vivid imagination so I will be fine...heehee.
On a more realistic note. This with Chad are better then they have been in a while. I think spending so much time with him over the holidays put things into perspective. He doesnt have that spark for me. It seems almost too obvious. Maybe I have just been blinded by my desire for him to love me that I totally missed out on the fact that he doesnt feel it. Although I personally dont get it...I am a superior catch....Im sexual and funny and pretty enough, I give amazing head and can cook, I am loving and loyal and passionate (and humble lol). I guess the decieding factor here has very little to do with me or who I am. Its has everything to do with what kind of woman evokes his passion. That must not be me. I so wanted to be that person for so long and then one day resently I had this ephifany. The light came on and I realized that I would never want to be with someone that didnt have that passion. I would soooooo be cheating myself. Both he and I are incredibly passionate on so many levels. It would be a shame for us both to not have a proper outlet for it. So the times they are a changin'. I am re-assessing the way I need to love him. I have no choice in him not loving me so all I can do is change myself. Right? At the moment its not a huge concern of mine. I can always weep over what I dont have or who I am not when there is nothing better to do. At the moment my possibilities of who I can be and what I can have are of a more interesting persuasion.
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You asked what the music sounds like..
It's pretty hard to describe!
It's a mix of allsorts, but definately in a good way..
It's pretty heavy in places, the vocals are always quite "nice" even in the louder / faster songs..
There's a track called Demons on www.garageband.com just search for Mojo-Black and you'll find it.. The quality is a bit sloppy on some connections but I've just tried the Hi Bandwidth on the on site player and it sounds nice and clear..it'll give you an idea of what we do..I think if you download the mp3 it might sound better..check it out if you get chance..let me know what you think..
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PS. that resume thing sounds like a load of total BS..I can't beleive they did that..they should be strung up!