I was home room teachers assistant in my daughters Kindergarten class today. Bizzare. I thought it would be fun...maybe get to know the kids or do arts and crafts or read them a book. NOPE. The teacher used me as her bitch. Had me do all the stuff she doesnt have time to do or doesnt want to do. She even had me sit out in the hallway to do all of this stuff. Madison said thats where all the childrens parents sit when they come in. I was not impressed with the way the class went from where I was sitting. Last year when Madison was in Catholic school there were 13 kids in her class one teacher and a teachers aide. This year in public school there are 25 kids and no aide. I cant wait to get my business going so I can afford to put her in private school again. Its a drag thinking that shes just another kid in the crowd.
I took her to the Circus yesterday. I was impressed completely. The production was amazing. I enjoyed it as much as Madison.I even liked the music and I am a music snob.
Speaking of music....the other night when I was at Chads house he played a new song he has been writing. I have to say, the man is fucking brilliant. I love to listen to him play. I can barely watch him while he is playing because it just makes me crazy in love with him and I cant feel that way about him. I think musically he and I resonate on the same frequency. I can definately feel where he is comming from.
I have been getting closer to the other guy to some degree. I definately dont have close to the emotion I have had for Chad with him. Oddly enough he has twice the passion for me that Chad had for me. Its so not fair that life is that way. Can I not ever be on the same page with a man? I guess having somone adore me is better then feeling inadaquate in love. Now a days I dont feel that way about Chad because I have settled for the position of friend. Its a much more rewarding place to be. Im trying to keep a nice slow pace with the other guy. He is really hot though...I would like to take him for a test drive. Just to see how he handles! LOL.
I took her to the Circus yesterday. I was impressed completely. The production was amazing. I enjoyed it as much as Madison.I even liked the music and I am a music snob.
Speaking of music....the other night when I was at Chads house he played a new song he has been writing. I have to say, the man is fucking brilliant. I love to listen to him play. I can barely watch him while he is playing because it just makes me crazy in love with him and I cant feel that way about him. I think musically he and I resonate on the same frequency. I can definately feel where he is comming from.
I have been getting closer to the other guy to some degree. I definately dont have close to the emotion I have had for Chad with him. Oddly enough he has twice the passion for me that Chad had for me. Its so not fair that life is that way. Can I not ever be on the same page with a man? I guess having somone adore me is better then feeling inadaquate in love. Now a days I dont feel that way about Chad because I have settled for the position of friend. Its a much more rewarding place to be. Im trying to keep a nice slow pace with the other guy. He is really hot though...I would like to take him for a test drive. Just to see how he handles! LOL.