Tomorrow is my first day of classes. Im a little bit nervous only because I have been an insomniac for the last 4 days and havent been going to sleep till 4am. I have to be in class at 8am so I had better find a way to sleep.....quickly I might add.
Not too much going on around here. I did spend the last few days completely sanitizing and organizing my space. On Thursday my daughter had a fever so I took her to the doctors and found out she had contracted strep. So I felt the need to kill any germs that may have made it home from school and into my house with her. I am a complete germ-a-phoeb. I The whole transmission of viral infection kinda grosses me out too. If I could wear rubber gloves while working at the restaurant I might just do it. I know I sound like a phreak but I can live with that. I just cant live with germs.
Another reason why I went on a neurotic cleaning frenzy was to get my life straight and organized before starting school. I thought it might help. Im not even sure at the moment if I will even be able to attend classes because financial aide has been dicking around and as of Friday had not completed my package. They have said that I wont have any out of pocket but I havent signed any paperwork. Its crazy. Im going to show up anyway. Im sure they will pull their heads out of their asses sooner or later.
Nothing exciting in my personal life. I spent the last 4 days on lockdown caring for the ill princess. No bootie 4 me
. Thats cool though. Its the sacrafices you make when you are a parent. I will give it up with love because my girl is the most amazing person and I am mad about her. She is the only person I know who has the capability to make me cry tears of joy. I had never once done that till I knew her. I am such a dorky Mom! It used to be when I would hear people going on about their kids I would think...
' you people are fuking nuts.... how can you go on and on and on about somthing that steals your identity and your freedom? Now I know. She saved me from myself and taught me selflessness which I had never know either. She definately makes me a better person. I wish I could give back to her all that she gives me. She does complete me....my mini-me! lol. I must be hormonal or somthing because I am not the typical sentimental lay your heart out in a public forum kinda chic. Im sure you parents in da house know exactly where Im comming from.
I am now going to try to sleep...I hope it works!
Not too much going on around here. I did spend the last few days completely sanitizing and organizing my space. On Thursday my daughter had a fever so I took her to the doctors and found out she had contracted strep. So I felt the need to kill any germs that may have made it home from school and into my house with her. I am a complete germ-a-phoeb. I The whole transmission of viral infection kinda grosses me out too. If I could wear rubber gloves while working at the restaurant I might just do it. I know I sound like a phreak but I can live with that. I just cant live with germs.
Another reason why I went on a neurotic cleaning frenzy was to get my life straight and organized before starting school. I thought it might help. Im not even sure at the moment if I will even be able to attend classes because financial aide has been dicking around and as of Friday had not completed my package. They have said that I wont have any out of pocket but I havent signed any paperwork. Its crazy. Im going to show up anyway. Im sure they will pull their heads out of their asses sooner or later.
Nothing exciting in my personal life. I spent the last 4 days on lockdown caring for the ill princess. No bootie 4 me
. Thats cool though. Its the sacrafices you make when you are a parent. I will give it up with love because my girl is the most amazing person and I am mad about her. She is the only person I know who has the capability to make me cry tears of joy. I had never once done that till I knew her. I am such a dorky Mom! It used to be when I would hear people going on about their kids I would think...
' you people are fuking nuts.... how can you go on and on and on about somthing that steals your identity and your freedom? Now I know. She saved me from myself and taught me selflessness which I had never know either. She definately makes me a better person. I wish I could give back to her all that she gives me. She does complete me....my mini-me! lol. I must be hormonal or somthing because I am not the typical sentimental lay your heart out in a public forum kinda chic. Im sure you parents in da house know exactly where Im comming from.
I am now going to try to sleep...I hope it works!
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falias:
yeah but this drama is better than any soap opra that i have ever seen let me tell you. 
vlo:
hey you are a strong woman..a daughter and school..i bow down to you.. i am a single mother of 3 in know how rough it gets and no sleep I hope you get settled in at school and that your girl is better 
good luck doll! 
I hope you get settled in at school and that your girl is better good luck doll!