Lookin' back on my life
You know that all I see
Are things I could of changed
I should have done
Where did the good times go?
Good times so hard to hold
This time, this time
This time I'm gonna find
Lookin' back on my life
You know that all I see
Are things I could of changed
I could have done
No time for sad lament
A wasted life is bitter spent
So rise into the light
In or out of time
Gonna rise straight through the light
In or out of time
Woke up one other day
The pain won't go away
I am growing
In peculiar ways
Into a light I pass
Another dream, another trance
This time, this time
This time I'm gonna rise into the light
In or out of time
Gonna find my way in life
In or out of sight
I'm still seeing things in black and white
Gonna rise straight into the light
In or out of sight
I'm gonna see the light
I'm gonna see the light
I'm gonna see the light
'Cause I know there is time
There is time
There is time
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Richard Ashcroft....the man....the myth!
After thinking about why I have not been feeling so turned on about Chad lately I decieded that maybe I should talk to him about it and this is what he had to say.
"Even though your feelings of desire are diminishing now, they may grow in other ways that could be positive. Nothing ever stays the same, you know! Since we are around each other more these days, things are bound to shift in certain ways. It's most likely normal. Things are moving forward and that is better than standing still."
I think he is right. It could be a good thing. I still love him and probably need him now more then ever. Im not the kind of woman that needs people as a rule. I am independant to a fault at times. I think the problem is this.....we are both in our mid 30s and neither have been married and we both are content in doing our own thing. So when it comes down to taking the step to a serious commitment I think we both arent so enthusiastic. Maybe Im just a little uneasy with feeling like I need him so its effecting my attraction. Just a theory. Did you ever notice that chics really OVER analize relationships?
You know that all I see
Are things I could of changed
I should have done
Where did the good times go?
Good times so hard to hold
This time, this time
This time I'm gonna find
Lookin' back on my life
You know that all I see
Are things I could of changed
I could have done
No time for sad lament
A wasted life is bitter spent
So rise into the light
In or out of time
Gonna rise straight through the light
In or out of time
Woke up one other day
The pain won't go away
I am growing
In peculiar ways
Into a light I pass
Another dream, another trance
This time, this time
This time I'm gonna rise into the light
In or out of time
Gonna find my way in life
In or out of sight
I'm still seeing things in black and white
Gonna rise straight into the light
In or out of sight
I'm gonna see the light
I'm gonna see the light
I'm gonna see the light
'Cause I know there is time
There is time
There is time
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/6/44/102446/17248/181940_thumb.jpg
Richard Ashcroft....the man....the myth!
After thinking about why I have not been feeling so turned on about Chad lately I decieded that maybe I should talk to him about it and this is what he had to say.
"Even though your feelings of desire are diminishing now, they may grow in other ways that could be positive. Nothing ever stays the same, you know! Since we are around each other more these days, things are bound to shift in certain ways. It's most likely normal. Things are moving forward and that is better than standing still."
I think he is right. It could be a good thing. I still love him and probably need him now more then ever. Im not the kind of woman that needs people as a rule. I am independant to a fault at times. I think the problem is this.....we are both in our mid 30s and neither have been married and we both are content in doing our own thing. So when it comes down to taking the step to a serious commitment I think we both arent so enthusiastic. Maybe Im just a little uneasy with feeling like I need him so its effecting my attraction. Just a theory. Did you ever notice that chics really OVER analize relationships?