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fluffy17

bfe, illinois

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Tuesday Jun 01, 2004

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So, here's the deal. I finally decided "I'm not ready for a real relationship". They always fall apart on me. I was all set up to be a happy skirt chasing playboy bachelor.

Ta Da. Nope. Your gonna fall in love like a F***ing truck hit you. At least as much in love as two people who know each other for only a few weeks can. Maybe that's all it takes. All we think about is each other. I'm scared. I'm afraid I'll hurt her like all the others, and I can feel myself pull away. Then she sends me "I Found a Reason" by Cat Power. Halfway through, I almost started crying. I can't give up on her. She's too special.

Anyway, that's why I don't spend so much time on SG. LIfe is crazy.....
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the_cheat:
p.s. I'm happy for you. There's no reason to be scared...Just make sure you stay honest with her. I was seeing a guy that I was falling really hard for and he got scared so he dumped me. I was majorly heart-broken, and I'm still having trouble getting over it.

Whatever you do, don't let your fears rule your decisions. If she makes you happy, then let her, don't pull away or push her away. Chances are, she's extremely happy too. smile
Jun 3, 2004
ginacherry:
Don't feel guilty about not being here....go live life....smile ..and if you feel that you need to make an effort before you give up...then by all means do...I wish you well. smile
Jun 3, 2004

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