Hi everyone. I've got a small confession/apology to make. I've been off-grid for the last 18 months after having, what I guess you'd call, a mental breakdown. I have a neurological disease called Multiple Sclerosis and have to use a wheelchair or walking sticks, you see, and was on the recieving end of a torrent of abuse by someone who hates disabled people (someone I've known for 20+ years but didn't know their hateful feelings towards the disabled until I became ill myself)!
It left me feeling sick to my stomach & my head exploding with fear, self-doubt & feeling worthless & suicidal. I came home after that day of abuse in January 2017 and haven't left my flat since. It really screwed with my mind & I now know what the term "head-fucked" really means!!
So!!! I've got a lot of catching up to do, checking out all of your sets & meeting some new people!
I don't know and can't predict how I'll feel tomorrow or next week, but for right now, I'm back & hope you can forgive me for my absence.
All the best, you lovely people, and lots of 💜
Ta-ta for now! xx
