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fluffers222

Benicia, CA

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Saturday Mar 27, 2004

Mar 26, 2004
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I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
or ever will be
I feel like a place
where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
Why does it seem this life's turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real

I need someone to break the silence
That's screaming in my head
And in my soul.

It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear, hope has died
Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here
Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?
The truth and the lies confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe in anything

I need someone to break the silence
That's screaming in my head
And in my soul.

I am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
But I am not real
I've made all I am with lies
Why does it seem that everything's different?
Why does it seem that only you are real?
I can't believe in anything sacred
So, why do I feel so damned alone?
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
krim:
i liked the poem. I could relate to so much of that. It actually made me sad but it's really good. Did you write that from the heart?
Mar 27, 2004
krim:
It perfectly captured my mood at the moment. Well actually my mood still. What's it called?
Mar 27, 2004

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