floydxxx

well, when you least expect it, the unexpected will happen!

for the first time, in over 3 years of photographing weddings, i met someone at a wedding. granted, i meet many people during the day. but to finally meet someone, of the female kind, that is possible to talk to for more than 10 consecutive hours... that never happens, until this last saturday.

i feel as though i am still dreaming, mostly because i have yet to catch up on the ten hours of missed sleep. but i can't sleep, my mind keeps racing through the words and images it experienced in those quick ten hours. but i don't want to think about it either, since i need to sleep and work. i was worthless at work today, not able to think of anything but her. i worry that the more i think of her, i will wear out the imagery in me mind, and forget what she looks like. but i can't stop.

i should think straight and rationally about this. she lives far away, not too far to drive though. we are both becoming settled in our city, but i think i would move to the right place for the right reasons. there are reasons to let this go, but there are equal reasons to not let this go. i keep coming back to... we talked for hours, nonstop... just talking! that has never happened to me before, never.

well, here i go.