it's truly the worst to have a crush on an older married woman. or someone unavailable. real shocking blog material here! i'm too tired to spin this into something meaningful. meanwhile i just wasted 30 seconds of your life, i am such a bastard. and yet i don't stop typing. i could even not submit this entry, but i'm going to. i'm still typing. why? my first blog, and it only took, what, five entries to come to this conclusion? wait, don't go for the mouse! just go to bed now, leave the desk and keyboard behind! nooo....
married: usually no good
conclusion: nothing
i find myself liking people that are unattainable as well.