whoa nelly. confused.
so i've been getting really close to this wonderful woman. But then i get a very weird almost "WARNING!!!!" IM conversation. I really love the girl and want to have a serious relationship with but don't want to also just be the "enabler" for certain habits...
so this is what the thing looked like:
unkigurl7: hey. um. let's talk.
ourstringuy: okay
unkigurl7:...
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so i've been getting really close to this wonderful woman. But then i get a very weird almost "WARNING!!!!" IM conversation. I really love the girl and want to have a serious relationship with but don't want to also just be the "enabler" for certain habits...
so this is what the thing looked like:
unkigurl7: hey. um. let's talk.
ourstringuy: okay
unkigurl7:...
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niobe:
*hugs*
*hugs*i fucking hate the 4th of july.... a bunch of drunken lunatics + pyrotechnics.... what's wrong with this picture. I could understand people setting off fireworks outside of downtown Pittsfield but the locals insist on lighting them up downtown so the boom echos throughout the old buildings and makes it sound like world war 4. i'm not shitting you.... my apartment was shaking tonight because...
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niobe:
Hey you aren't dead!!!! That makes me happy!! 
Yeah we said screw this holiday and went and saw Spiderman 2.
I could really care less about the 4th of July. I made no mention of it in my last journal. 
Yeah we said screw this holiday and went and saw Spiderman 2.
I could really care less about the 4th of July. I made no mention of it in my last journal.
niobe:
Just wanted to say hey.
oh another day. got to say that having a black car is like asking for things to happen to it. for instance, i had some time before work so i went to the car wash and got it all pretty looking, and then when i got to work i notice that a bird to a huge doo-doo on the hood and windsheild. some times i...
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niobe:
I hope you are enjoying your weekend.
niobe:
I haven't talked to you in awhile. I hope things are okay. Take care.
damn i hate being single. everytime i meet someone new i suddenly get the butterflies floating around in my stomach, whispering to me that there is potential for a future relationship with that person. yikes. it seems like i am totally setting myself up everytime this happends. but maybe this time will be different. i'll not go and hop on my "jump to conclusions" mat,...
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paleenchantress:
thats cool you are from pittsfield ! Hmmm..you dont look familliar though. isnt this site great ! 
niobe:
Good luck.
another day.... i've been having this scary re-occuring dream over the past few days. Just as I am falling asleep I get this feeling that I am being strangled and I am unable to do much about it. My body is weak and my lungs are short on air. Up until the other night I was being strangled in my dreams with my face down...
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niobe:
I am frustrated. It's frustrating like he puts up this webcame it's updating there is stuff to see and then he just shuts it off. Like what a big tease. He tells AP that BleedThrough is like 12 good punches to the face, but hasn't done any more publicity for it. Grrr, he knows what he is doing though. Because fuck look I have 110 members in the NIN group, I mean that tells you something.
niobe:
Have sweet dreams. Talk to you later.
another lonely night... nights like these make me wonder if anything will ever come my way. right now the winds are calm but i have that "pre-storm" feeling stirring around inside of me right now. with the uneasiness that i am feeling right now i'm not sure what to do. do i go for it or do i ride the waves out and see where...
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niobe:
Just wanted to say HEY!
check it out! NIN has a new website up and running. it's got plenty of videos to keep you amused all day long. check out the studio rehersal of "just like you imagined"
xxanastasiaxx:
Thank you...I hope I find it too.
hammersmith:
Eh. Too much effort. Besides, it's only until September, then I think I'm moving back out for the last time (I hope so, anyway).
flowerfresh:
pics
So this is what i have to say about SG....
I absolutely adore it.
For once a site, better yet, a community of real people.
Yes, to the ordinary nuclear family we might hit a sore spot,
but we are the people that you see day in and day out.
We are out doing what we wish, and not giving a fuck what the general...
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I absolutely adore it.
For once a site, better yet, a community of real people.
Yes, to the ordinary nuclear family we might hit a sore spot,
but we are the people that you see day in and day out.
We are out doing what we wish, and not giving a fuck what the general...
Read More